Finallly..
For some time, no.. not some, for a long time, I have had this desire to share my journey online. But never had the courage. Now literally after 2 years of long procrastination, I’m here.
That procrastination was not simply the laziness but it had the big share of the fear of judgement. And even now, as I am writing this, I am tweaking the sentences. Instead of showcasing the words to the world, I am writing this to myself. yeah much better.
I’m into several stuff – philosophy, esoteric studies, arts, indie hacking, psychology, marketing, literature, etc. Recently I have started to study AI/ML also and I am loving it. I guess blending all these topics in my sharings is going to be pain in the ass. But I want to do it anyway.
I wont share much from esoteric studies and arts, and will try to balance others.
What I am thinking of sharing is not just anything, but the personal experiences. The lessons I learnt and will learn along the way will be live here. I will also try to share my journey on particular topics. For example I am thinking of sharing my ML learning journey and also about the certain small company I am thinking of starting out by myself.
Life is hard if you don’t have a clear path. And I have felt it many times. I try to find the clear way, but get biased on pre-existing beliefs and get stuck on the same situations. So to mitigate this issue, I started to write down my thoughts. Even now, whenever I feel unsure or puzzled, I try to find out the problem through writing.
I used to write my thoughts on English, and it used to get messy. I am weak on this language so it used to be like that very often. So recently, I switched to my native language, and man, I can already see the difference in my thought process while writing. I now can write longer and more sophisticated yet simple narrations of my brain-yells. It is helping me curating my journal capability.
More on journals in upcoming posts.
So, yeah, to be concise, I have now started to share my journey and will write weekly or bi-weekly on this site. You can also find me on Substack, and other social medias. Also, you can get my weekly snippets right into your mail by freely signing up to my newsletter here.
I tried to perfect my voice to make it soothing to the imaginary audience inside of my head, and will never do that again. At least not to that extent where I need to back off myself from sharing.
With this being said, I will meet you on next issue. Take care till then.
– Suyog